Today’s post is short and sweet. DrH is currently working his 16th day in a row. And they’ve all been at least 11 hr days. Don’t worry he gets to do it all again tomorrow. BUT he has this weekend off. Like the whole weekend. What?!
That may seem a strange thing to be excited about, but only getting one day off a week or working long stretches with no days off is a pretty normal thing for Dr’s. So for him to finally get a day off, AND it’s two in a row… Very exciting. And I’m thankful for it. Plus he can finally go to church again, and people can see I’m not married to an imaginary man. lol
Celebrate the small stuff!
Wow guys. I am finding out that I don’t do so well without friends. Or husband. He’s been working regular Dr hours again. Which means I’m single parenting it for most of my time. Yesterday was pretty exciting though. He finally got his first day off since starting on the 20th! Yay! We also are under contract for selling our West home, and under another for buying one here.
So today I should be on cloud nine right now. And yet I’m not. I feel stressed, tired, bored, unproductive. And this all triggers depression for me. And with no network of friends to help give me a break, no home to get settled into, and DrH working Dr hours (11-16 hrs/day 6 days/week) it all seems to just keep piling up right now. Ah depression my good friend. I love when you visit. (can you hear the sarcasm?)
What is great is that this place already feels like where we live instead of a foreign place we don’t belong, except for that bit about us living in a hotel. And lets be honest, when I have nothing really to do I go a little crazy. Doing things with friends and having something planned with people really helps. Except when the introvert side is winning. I guess I’m finding that having balance in my life is the difference between things being annoying and stressful or being depressed and anxious. Can’t wait till I can actually feel happiness and excitement for all this good stuff. But for now you’ll all have to feel the excitement for me. I’ll be able to fully join you soon I think.